Cheer Up & Hold On

Learning from the Past “Bad-luck” Events

Recently, I’ve to admit that a lot of unexpected obstacles show up in my life. I did suffer a lot from the mental concern.

As people around me all know, I put all my heart into bringing AIESEC, the world’s largest student org in the world to UM and HC. The whole process was and is hard and tough. A lot of procedures needed to be done then. Just as Professor Udani said , when we met for group consultation that I was kind of lost in that world and did not even paid any efforts to care HC students around or other stuff of mine. How I regret now! My world then was in a great mess, although I knew something was wrong and I didn’t even have time to check the problem with too much AIESEC workload. Later on, it turned out that it was the over-occupied head led to my loss of notebook computer, all of the debit and credit cards and even ID card etc.

It never rain but it pours. It was just as if the bad luck series was not enough to upset me. Rumors of my most trusted core member betraying me nearly driven me crazy. I kept missing my NY time spent with my team and new friends, the pure friendship. I didn’t even want to look back and face the disgusting motives behind or the intrigue. The original vision of my endless efforts in AIESEC was only limited to do something meaningful so that when I grew elder, I might be proud of myself and be proud that my following UM schoolmates would benefit from a dream of mine. I even gave up the right of being manager to the most capable guy, who turned out to be the hero of the rumor to make use of my naïve and easygoing feature…a long story to tell…

All the extrinsic and intrinsic factors killed the happy me inside. This week was filled with sufferings and heartbreak. The exams, projects and assignments ended up in a great disaster. I didn’t see the future of me and wanted to quit.

“Leadership role is really hard because of these complicated human relationships. A leader should not be too naïve and cheated by the cream. However, only when you suffer, will you grow up and clearly see who your real friends that care about you are.”

Just then, my real friends show me their helping hands and helped me out of the big mess and find the optimistic and energetic Giselle back. I’m really thankful for all of you, my dears!!!!!!! I know all of you don’t use blog, but I wanna use blog as a secret blessing place and cross my fingers for you all. I love you dears…
I’ll grow up to be more mature and smile even more warmly when facing hard times with you. And I’ll be right there waiting for you, when you need me, when you are sad or upset.

We should never quit and we’ll be the one who smile till the last minute^_^Y